I wonder whether it's the darkness outside and the cold wind blowing from the sea or the fact that I haven't been to my dear island in a long time that's making my soul feel gloomy and sentimental.
Probably it's the darkness that causes what we call the ''autumn depression''. I forgot how it felt, since I decided to skip the depression last winter and spend it in a warmer and more sunny place.
A few hours ago I was watching photos from my time at the island and I could feel my heart starting to pound when I quickly made the decision in my head to move back to the island. Then when the thought passed as fast as it came, I fell back on earth and realized that I'm at the beginning of my studies, and that it's impossible for me to move anywhere right now.
I guess I don't have any other choice to make my every-day-life easier than to wrap myself up in a cozy blanket, drink a hot cup of coffee and eat plenty of chocolate and put some candles on and watch my favorite series in the TV.
Ei kommentteja:
Lähetä kommentti